2018-2019

 Have you ever watched the movie Equalizer? It is an amazing action film starring Denzel Washington. At the end of the movie, Denzel was backed into a corner fighting one of his enemies for his dear life…similar to what you see at the end of all action films. All I could think as I was watching... “How would I react in this situation if I were backed up against the wall, literally fighting for my life?!”

 At this point, he was also fighting after already being wounded several times.  I started to wonder, would I have enough strength to fight...

Are you like me? Or like the woman I’m trying NOT to be?

The woman who has one moment in the day that isn’t going the way I would like to and all of a sudden I feel like my world is over. It’s the worst day ever. My life is horrible. Yep all of that.

A minor disagreement with a friend or coworker.

A flat tire. An unexpected bill. You forgot to take care of an important errand.

Minor things… and now you are on your on your way, (driving 100 mph) might I add, to your own pity...

2018 has definitely been a year of transition for me. In April of this year, I applied for a position on my job that I wanted so badly. In fact, I even "knew" it was mine.

It had to be.

I was ready for more. I  had been waiting for so long for something "grand" to happen in my life. This had to be my moment. 

I waited for over a month after my interview to hear back from the hiring manager. There were literally times I felt as if I was losing it mentally.

God why are you making...